I Will tell you the story of a man who suffered some early childhood trauma and was raised by a very strong feminine energy and he loved God more than anything in the whole world and while studying the story of Moses he realized that the only way for the burning bush to be real would be for God to actually have started talking to Moses and to allow himself to to be open to the possibility that God who was in fact a very personal God even though everything that everyone has ever told him is that God is NOT a personal God because only special people were good enough to get the two thumbs up (even though by the way we are all saved by grace cuz we don’t deserve it because God is all and that if God is all God is Perfect and Good because if God was not Perfect and Good there would be anarchy and chaos and not beautiful sea shells that have perfect spirals that go to infinity) but really God giving you two thumbs up is the actual story of the bible and Jesus and buddhism and daoism and hinduism and new age and #5d and philosophy and science and art and pretty much every story I have ever read because it is the never ending story and just as they showed in that story how the boy could believe that the story was about him it was and this was a beautiful explanation of what our main character of this story (the man) discovered and more so believed and in doing so the story responded to him in a way that he could only compare was like being a writer of the story of his life however major plot points and twists and surprise omens are inserted by the co-creator and once he started to learn this truth was like eating from the tree of life because it changes you and you cannot unsee that truth and the story of Adam and Eve is really to help explain the week and naïve man who just really was excited about the pretty girl he was living with and was like “yeah ill definitely try that fruit” because either he was trying to get some affection or he was trying to avoid a fight but instead got injected with the truth of #yahweh which is the forbidden truth that is now scattered across this universe as we sit around trying to come up with anything to do with our lives so that we can be proud of ourselves and God can be proud of us when we die and enter our next experience and I bet when Jesus went into the desert he didn’t know what was going to happen which is what temptation is called because if he knew he would not be triggered then its not much of a test and if abraham had not been asked to give back isaac that would not be much or a test and all of these tests are really just running on repeat in the universe since words either spoken or printed on paper are basically just a way of resonating a certain “teachings” inside a sound or particle wave of energy and i sure hope I don’t have to live any more painful stories because I have already been able to experience the story of Adam/Jacob/Joshua/David/Solomon/Job/Sampson/Desmond/Kevin/Evan/Neo/Odysseus and many more that I have been seeing myself for long time and maybe i’m just Schizophrenic but i hate to say it I’m pretty sure that I am just really good at interpreting stories and this is probably why Jesus was considered either the messiah or a liar or crazy but the mathematical probability that he would fulfill so may prophesies is a mathematical equation and if when you apply that same analysis to your own life you can see that the odds of so many “prophecies” being fulfilled is higher that you brain will allow to be “just coincidence” and that is the point of no return on the way to enlightenment but be careful going past the point of no return because you cannot unsee the learnings that are found in the tree of life and I hope if anyone ever figures out who I am they won’t take my phone away because I would struggle to repeat back everything I have learned in the past year without my journal since the night i got high and watched a documentary on quantum entanglement (because I was just trying to chill in my condo and not be such a terrible father and instead) my brain exploded in a way that I can’t describe to anyone because if I was listening to anyone tell me the shit that is coming out of my mouth or journal would definitely say “that dude is crazy” and that is also part of the christ consciousness is not not care or react but rather to observe and love like a good buddhist which is the only way to take a punch in the face and turn the other cheek which is called zen but don’t tell a christian that Jesus was a zen yogi because they will freak out because we live in a world of fear and slavery and i’m out of that nonsense now but sometimes wish i could go back because it would be nice to play Diablo 4 without my computer self destructing
4 min readAug 20, 2022
This is the story of Jesus and this is also the story of my life
