I Will tell you the story of my savior

Soundtrack… King of Kings by Hillsong Worship

Dear Jesus — thank you for being the father I needed and for teaching me to be the son that you were. All I ever wanted in my life was to be like you. Thank you for being the divine king who taught me wealth is nothing without love. Thank you for being the divine warrior who fought and died to win my freedom. Thank you being the divine magician who taught me that time was meaningless and that death was just an illusion. Thank you for being the divine lover who taught me in all things that love was and is and always will be the only way to live.

Please help me to manifest the Christ. It is so easy for me to manifest the other 4. So easy that it feels so fake. And to manifest the Christ feels so hard that it’s terrifying. I can’t believe you did this for so long. I can’t go more than a few minutes without getting locked up or overcome with tears. #jesuswept And my body goes into complete vibrations.

When my body has gone into full submission shokra it is wild. The way you have literally taken hold of me and forced me to bow or to pray or to dance or to fight or to prepare (or even tweet!)

I can’t believe my friend Jon was the one who baptized me into your beautiful infinite heaven. I can’t believe you were a surfer. I love being an engineer like you. It is so amazing to solve puzzles. Like the one you did when you solved the riddle that you were El Shaddai. Like JuiceWRLD did. Like I did. Like everyone that learns the true meaning of “what would Jesus do” learns. To understand Christ is to be like Christ. To become the Christ. To become the literal Word of God who manifests as they perceive. Inception. That is your lesson to me and to everyone… Cast out everything in your life except for love. Love others as yourself. That some things are worth dying for. Believe I Am/Yahweh and become it. The law of attraction is our gift right. And that God would never condemn his creation to hell and therefore you had nothing to fear when you died as long as you believed in your own truth at the time of your death. #itisdone

You are such a kickass role model. I hope I can write one story half as good as yours. I hope I can explain the whole thing because it’s so beautiful when I finally have the full story/picture in my mind. I can only handle so much of it for so long. It was really scary when I got to Nashville. I’m sorry that I felt like such a coward. Maybe that’s the only way to face your creator. I’m sorry it took my nearly 43 years to truly understand you. I hope I can help others to see the amazing promises that you have delivered to us here #heaven that are too difficult for most people to fathom let alone believe.

It is so overwhelming to have my prayers answered so fast. I’m sorry I’ve used this gift so selfishly for so long #sirens

Please help me to keep and refine my truth. Please help me to stay grounded as a human being who loves to work out and build legos and watch Star Wars #imajedi because I love my children so much. I’m so proud to be their dad. Thank you for choosing me and for sparing me from so much more. It was a lot more difficult than I expected. #abraham #job #joshua and I still need a lot of help #wewantprenup #bathsheba

Thank you for letting me rewrite so many of my experiences so quickly. I’m all the way back to One Day in 2001 #passion2022 in my quantum time machine #tenet #stoic #shokra #powerofnow and ready to go again. I’m sorry for the people that I have hurt in the first chapter because of my selfishness. I will do better. The next chapter is going to be so awesome. I can’t wait to be a surfer. #mma #notballet #yogi #surflife

It is so hard to be the Christ around other people. I am so easily triggered and so selfish. But I promise I’m working as hard as I can. I even changed my name and tattooed our story on my body so that I will never forget ever again. I will never get lost in one of my selfish manifestations ever again.

It is so amazing to look back at my life and see how every single moment has truly been stitched together by intelligent design. I knew it. Everything is just too beautiful no matter what others say or how they live their life.

When Louie Giglio spoke at #passion2022 about standing on the #chickfila logo that his father designed before his death it was just another beautiful example of how incredible your story is. And the only way to experience your predestination is to enforce and live with free will #iam #iwill which is just another example of how incredible of a God you are.

In the darkness we were waiting

Without hope

Without light

Till from heaven you came running

There was mercy in your eyes

To fulfill the law and prophets

To a virgin came the Word

From a throne of endless glory

To a cradle in the dirt

Praise the father

Praise the son

Praise the spirit three in one

God of glory


Praise forever to the king of kings

To reveal the kingdom coming

And to reconcile the lost

To redeem the whole creation

You did not despise the cross

For even in Your suffering

You saw to the other side

Knowing this was our salvation

Jesus for our sake you died

Praise the father

Praise the son

Praise the spirit three in one

God of glory


Praise forever to the king of kings

And the morning that you rose

All of heaven held its breathe

Till that stone was moved for good

For the lamb had conquered death

And the dead rose from their tombs

And the angels stood in awe

For the souls of all who’d come

To the father are restored

And the church of Christ was born

Then the spirit lit the flame

Now this gospel truth of old

Shall not kneel

Shall not faint

By his blood and in his name

In his freedom I am free

For the love of Jesus Christ

Who has resurrected me

Praise the father

Praise the son

Praise the spirit three in one

God of glory


Praise forever to the king of kings

Praise forever to the king of kings

Thanks for resurrecting me Jesus. I didn’t want to jump and I’m sorry I let my brain go there for a second.


Somewhere between Atlanta and Tampa Bay




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