I Will tell you the story of what it is like to be Abraham

Sorry i have no time to edit my stories or my pictures. But yes this is my latest omen. Hand delivered via my subconscious Of the years I have spent avoiding my own Mt Moriah experience that I stepped out of 7 years ago and told God I was no longer interested in this relationship.

I was asked to give my #giftfromgod back as well

I was NOT zen.

I did NOT trust in God.

I’m really sorry God. I didn’t know how much turmoil I would create running from this moment.

And literally my life has been like a wild dream since that moment. A vision. A vision of what my life would be like if I turn away from God. Cuz I did.

I’m trying my best at the penance. I’ve got a lot of work to do. 7 years is a long time to walk in your shadow self. Its like the 12 step program for recovering alcoholics. I am currently on a 12 step program for recovering lovers of God.

I wonder if Abraham passed the test the first time. I wonder if the bible leaves out that Abraham probably told God that he was un-intersted in anything other than his Son. Yet he still had to give it back.

Just like God gave his own son back.

And around and around we go.

A bunch of gaseous particles floating around trying to figure out how to feel the feeling of being proud.

Homer

I can see the mountain on the horizon.

Issac is with me

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