#iwill tell you what I think is going on

Clearly you are writing to only yourself. And it is in that higher place. No one can understand your words. No one can understand your intention. You are on the other side of the looking glass. Your brain has gone through the red door and come out walking backwards through the remainder of my life.

I hate to say I know the answer. It seems beyond arrogant. It seems beyond evil.

Yet all i do as a scientist of life is imagine and then evaluate my hypothesis of what is going on with my experience and how I may learn from that truth how to generate the most amount of dopamine and endorphins with the least amount of effort.

It’s the Christmas Carol of the gen z alpha universe.

For I have been visited by some spirits myself.

I will summarize my most recent hypothesis.

It’s not quite as small as the emerald tablet… but I’m getting there.

This book was a lot easier to formulate and control than I expected.

The reward of the enlightening sight of my own alchemy and to see my name written on the island is to stare into the darkest manifestation of my worst self to balance the karma that I created crossing the river.

And so I pray for mercy.

Your mercies are new. New every morning.